The Night Before Screwed Up Saturday

Chris had put Gracie to bed and I was putting towels  away upstairs. She was grezting about something so I went in to see what was going on. She told me to lay down on her bed with her. Then when I did, she laughed and snuggled in to me. She pulled her puppy over our heads like she does when she goes to sleep. I can't explain exactly how she looked. But there was happiness and affection- she was glad to be snuggling with me/! She made REAL eye contact with me! She connected with me. I felt her saying "I love you, mom" the way only she can say it.
I don't know where the road is taking us. I don't know when or if she will talk like everyone else.
I do know that I will be there if that happens- or if it doesn't.
Ups and downs. Highs and lows.
Gracie and me. Together.