Overwhelmed.

Received the Neurodevelopmental Evaluation from Children's Hospital today. IT's so different to  see it on paper than just talking about it.
They did a test called the Screening Tool for Autism in 2 year olds or STAT. Out of the 8 parts that they tested, Gracie failed all but one. Failed." A total of 1.5 or more for 3 year olds is considered to place the child at risk for autism."
Gracie's score was 2.5.
Sometimes I feel like I have to focus so much of my patience on Gracie that I have none left for Joy Lin and I explode when I ask her to get me light so I can see to change Gracie and she brings me a FLASH LIGHT!

We are going to Florida for a family vacay this week and I have to say I am scared. I am not sure what will happen. I know we will get through it all together because God wouldn't have sent us, me, these  blessings if he didn't think I could handle them. I just could use a little .... what am I saying? When I look at that smile, I have everything I need.