I try so hard to be patient with Grace. She was up at 4 am this morning . So by 3 pm she was melting down. I walked her through that. We got her out and went for a ride to the shops at the Sands. She did really well there for a while then melted down again. So Chris and I picked up some crappy movies at Redbox because we figured we were in for the night with her. I put her in the spa and she calmed down. She loves to be in the water. So I was getting her ready for bed, and I was giving her her pm bottle( as Joy always says -"don't judge me!) She always bangs her head against my chest after this- I thought I wasn't going to get one tonite and then she walloped me hard. I got mad at her and yelled. Now it's midnight and I can't sleep because I got mad at her and sent her to bed without a kiss goodnight. She has been and continues to go through so much and...
I just ask God every night to give me patience and to help her to be normal. Is that bad?! Who am I to get mad. I think the banging is something she can't control when something is so good because she does the same with her Nutella.
Patience. Sleep. Help needed, Lord.
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